I thought of you and thats why im gone

I thought of you and thats why I'm gone
Current mood: numb

If i was to let my life go, if i was to go away, would you care? what would you have to say? would you be sorry? would you be sad? would you want to take back all the things you did that made me mad?

Even though i loved you, i guess it wasnt enough, you left me so many times how was i suppose to remain tough? how could you tell me not to cry when you were the only on who made every tear fall from these eyes?

You made my body ache in ways i never knew, my heart broke daily, my life was always blue, i tried to be happy and go on with what i had. you kept teasing me, making me want you so bad.

my mom was afraid to let you around me, fearing that you would piss me off and that would be the end of me. she knew you could kill me, or was it she didn't want you to free me? she didn't understand my pain, she didn't know how hot the blood was that laid in my vains

my body is nothing more than scars your love has left on me, its a sign showing everybody what love does and to be afraid cause its not easy, it didn't last forever just like he said. he lied to me expecting me to believe every thought that came outta his head

If i died tonight i want you to know that i did think of you, it wasnt that i wanted to die but i wanted you to feel what you did to me too, to feel what its like to know somebody is going to be gone forever and you cant do a thing to get them back ever, i want you to feel how i did when i was with you...

Made in Kaydes head...Hope you enjoy..and please if you take it..let me know, it really means something to me and i would hate if somebody took my work and claimed it as theirs..Thanks a bunch and thanks for reading.