I Want To Say

Do you know that I have plenty to say,
But I’ll have to keep it for another day.
So much pain that my heart would feel,
More than a guy rolling down a hill.
Do you know how much I love you,
But now my heart is full,
Of grief,sadness and sorrow,
I don’t think I can live tomorrow,
I feel like jumping off the highest floor,
Or maybe even higher some more.
So I could have a instant death,
And breath my last breath.
But I won’t do any of those thoughts,
Cause , for live, so much I’ve fought,
All the thriump and glory,
As well as all the sad stories,
For now I’ll keep myself shut,
And let people think I’m a nut,
I feel like stabbing myself with the knife on the table,
So, it’s true! My mind is unstable!