I never treated you like I should.
But we were friends and almost a brotherhood.
I wanted to say I miss you.
When your not here I don't know what to do.
It's hard not to turn around.
It's hard living this life when your feet are kept on the ground.
You used to teach me how to fly.
You taught and I never asked why.
I wish you were here man.
But your not so I do all that I can.
To honor your memory.
I really miss you man, and I know your missing me.
A childhood together brings 2 people close.
But your gone so I'll hold my post.
I'll see you in awhile.
It's hard to make myself smile.
I do it from time to time.
But this smile isn't mine.
It's fake.
And there's only so much I can take.
Before I break.
I hope to god your in a good place.
I look at your picture and break into tears because of your face.
You were happy here.
You were happy and you made that clear.
I think of you alot.
I look at your picture because that's all I've got.
I miss you more then you know.
And that's why it's so hard to let go.
You didn't have to leave.
And the more I cry it's harder to believe.
Your not here.
I think of it and feel a sense of fear.
I miss you.
Tears in my eyes won't bring you back.
So I close my eyes and my world goes black.
The games that we used to play.
The plans we would make for the next day.
But I look at our spot and it's just me.
I look around but there's nothing to see.
My sky's went black.
You were gone and not coming back.
I said some harsh things but didn't mean it.
I've seen some harsh things didn't believe it till I've seen it.
You were right all along.
And by god's side is where you belong.
Some nights your in my dreams.
I wake up in a silent scream.
But I wanted to say sorry for what I did.
I was only a kid.
Your my brother and I miss you.
I wish you were here and there is nothing I wouldn't do.
To get you back here.
I miss you and I hope that's clear.
I can't wait to see you.
I miss you...
