Desperate
so desperate to be numb
i would give anything
not to feel the pain of
emptiness
love
heartbreak
its ironic
he proclaimed his love daily
yet used and abused me
broke my heart into a million pieces
and I'm alone again
so desperate to be numb
and not feel the pain of
rejection
darkness
being alone
i would give anything
anything in the world
to be numb
i yearn it
i need it
so tired of feeling
so desperate to be numb
