I wrote a list of dreams, which turned out to be nothing but failures
I believed in love at one point in my life to realize it's nothing, regret
I figured out what true pain feels like but still haven't found true pleasure
I haven't found a place to put my faith or anyone who will answer
I need a place to put my head
I need to feel alive and not so dead
I've picked up the knife but put it right back
I told you I loved you and you hated that