It's time

It's time to wake up,
It's time to paint on my fake smile,
It's time to pretend that I'm happy,
It's time to live in denial,

It's time to cover the scars,
It's time to pretend that I'm okay,
It's time to wipe away the tears,
It's time to tuck the depression away,

It's time to be somebody else,
It's time to go back to my disguise,
It's time to block out my emotions,
It's time to start with all the lies,

It's time to lock myself in my room,
It's time to come out of the fairytale again,
It's time to uncover my arm,
It's time to take out my best friend,

It's time to run it down my arm,
It's time to feel it peirce my skin,
It's time to watch it bleed,
It's time to continue with my sin,

It's time for me to stop it all,
It's time for me to end this lie,
It's time for me to fade away,
It's time for me to die!