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How long is this going to last?
You were a friend but now my past.
Once so close were you and I,
Now all you do is pass me by.
In my heart you'll always stay,
Even when you fade away.

I can't eat, can't breathe, can't sleep,
I never knew my feelings were this deep.
Getting over you was what I did,
But my heart had to take the highest bid.
Seeing you now is what I want,
My feelings I shall never flaunt.

I wish I could take it all away
And hope you'll still be there another day.
You have my heart forever more,
I'm on a high, I have to soar.
This isn't what I want, but it's how I feel,
Somewhere deep down I know it's not real.

But now I can't admit to you,
That I will love you, through and through.