I didn't want to do it

Sitting in a corner
Tears rolling down my cheek
Thinking of all the pain you caused
And all the help I did not seek

I knew I should of done it
I should of went and got help
But now it's to late
My anger I have already dealt

I didn't want to do it
I swear on my life
But I knew that you were sleeping
And I knew I had a knife

I just crept into your room
Shaking more then ever before
Stood above you
Started to shake more

I slowly leaned down
And kissed below your ear
Then whispered quietly
I love you dear

I then stand up
And stab you a tonne
I look at the knife
and start to run

Now I'm here
In this little old shack
Stuck in the corner
With the cops on my back

I can here there sirens
There in my dreams
I really didn't mean this
My heads filled with screams

I wish I could go back
And change my thoughts
I didn't want to do it
This is what that fought brought

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