Forever Scared

You don't see the pain I endure
and sometimes I wonder if you care
the hurt I feel, I wish you'd cure

the thing i do, to make it not so bad
lasts not long enough
and when its over,
all its done is left me sad

cause as the blood flows
and the wound pains
the hurt in my heart is not there
but I cry as before
cause i know I'll do this again

the hurt always returns
the knife always sharp
the blood will always flow
and my wrists are forever scared