I am coming from the dark side of town. I can see the light at the end of this waiting around. I am headed home my hearts my own. I am free I can dream it was not what it seemed its not my destiny. I hung on, you strung me along, you gave me hope, just enough nothing more to keep me coming back outside of your hearts door.
You knew all the right things to say to get me to play. The closer I got the more you would push me away. Now I want you now I don’t. Save me I am dying inside you got me you lost me say goodbye. There’s no making it go in the trying either you do or you don’t or you won’t stop this game of lying. Write a new beginning to this worn out story make up your mind today get your head to agree with your heart find peace and forgiveness along the way. Own your scripts see your part in the story rewrite the part you play, so next time you can open your heart and feel loves joy. See yourself being honest caring and more, for love is to give and not stopping love at your hearts door. Love is freedom to love even more. Look what your fear has brought you what you feared the most the pain of goodbye the pain of just try, for you choose to be pains host. You chose to sit back and be loved without opening your heart. You got hardened by not facing the facts.
In all of our experiences we have a say know one comes into our lives that is nurtured, loved, honored, then chooses to just walk away. We have something to do with everything in everything we have a part. You cannot have what you cannot give; it’s just that way. When you lie, cheat, and hoard why would you deserve anything less? So you could only do what got you through and that is only sex.
When your heart cried out for love I heard its cry. I stood outside your hearts door. It would open just a little a little you would let me in, but you got all confused and thought making love was love. You forgot loves more, that love is a feeling that stands alone that we don’t own. Love has its pathways. Love is honor, honesty, caring, kind, and gentle. Love protects itself with acceptance and forgiveness and joy. Love remembers what hurts and what can destroy. It’s all how you want it that is what you will get. There all rules in the universe. Life it’s all lessons to take us to love, but sometimes we refuse to go. We demand love to change the rules for just us. Just give me love and I won’t give back what love requires to grow. I won’t I can’t I refuse to give acceptance, tolerance, honesty, caring, sharing, and more. So love leaves us at loves door saying I can hear you knocking, but I cannot let you in. I can see that you are growing I even offered you my help. I made you a map, but you became too selfish and full of pain. You hurt others to fulfill your selfish gains. You destroyed the precious love I sent your way and now you stand before me demanding I give it back to you the same way. When pain is what you want to cause then pain will come your way perhaps you will learn tomorrow what you could have learned today.
