I sit in the never ending black,
My back propped up against the wall.
Thoughts of you flicker in my mind,
But the only memory that says
Is the memory of tears.
The memory is so fresh
So new.
The tears swell in my eyes,
Then one by one,
Shatter like glass as they fall from my cheeks.
The bleak darkness is comforting,
Yet a shiver of fear crawls up my spine.
Fear of what?
I ask myself.
Yet another question to go unanswered.
My sobs break the silence like lightning
against an unexpecting sky.
The intoxicating pain seeps through to me like blood,
To my broken heart.
I feel nothing,
I dont want to feel anything.
Ill be safer that way.
Protected untill the wounds turn to scars,
Soon to be forgotten.
