The mask above me

Every eye Ive seen
looking at me
is just a fake
no one can let me be

my life a fake
of lies and secrets
making my world
all Grey is what they make

i am lost
confused and broken
depressed and shaken
not knowing what to do

so i sit and cut
making everything go away
regretting what Ive done
but the next day doing the same

only one person knowing
when i did each one
not really caring
cause each time I'm done

so when i see people staring
i get all embarrassed
i know their not looking at me
I'm to damn stubborn

so i sit in the corner and hide
my feelings away
wanting people other than me
to feel ashamed