I Remember Everything

I remember everything,
That may be why I cry
Every single “I love you”
Every fu(kin lie.

I remember Homecoming
People said we were “so cute together”
You held me so I wouldnt get cold
And told me you’d love me forever

I remember New Years Eve
When I dropped a jello shot on my breast
And being the sweetheart that you are
You licked it all off my chest.

I remember playing our game
To see who would get horny first
And you always seemed to beat me
Always made me want to burst.

I remember when you turned me down
I was so shocked and so mad
I didnt even want you to touch me
I had wanted it so fu(kin bad.

I remember when mom wanted to send me off
And you wanted me to go
I told you if I did, you would loose me
And you said “I know”

I remember crying about what you said
About giving up “us”, for me
And saying how much you cared
How much you wanted me to see.

I remember us breaking up
B/c I was dumb
I remember crying
And my body going numb.

I remember everything
I know that’s why I cry
B/c I remember everything….
……..I just want to die.

~~WBC~~