A Dream Ended

You said that you cared for
Me. And that me and you
Would always be together, but
Then with no word at all
You left and I was here
Dreaming about the day
You come back. The day
Where me and you would always be together
I said my heart belong to you,
You must of thought I did
Not mean it but I did and
Then you came back and
Nothing was how I wanted
It to be I saw you with someone
Else and my heart shared
I thought you loved me I thought
You cared but I was wrong
Maybe I should have told you how I
Felt but I thought you knew
I thought you could feel everything
That I felt but I was wrong
And now I have no idea what to do
I have to go thought my life
Now wondering if I will ever
Be with you the way. I want to
Be. My life with you was all I wanted
My life with you was happy it was the
Only time I was ever happy. I put on this
Act like I am happy but inside I am really
Not I want to be with you so much
That it kills every bit of me
Cause I am not if only you could feel
What I feel and know why I love you
So much. I don’t like the way I am
When I am not with you. It feels
Like apart of me is gone and I end
Up bring down everyone else around
Me and I hate. I don’t want to be this
Person but I can only change to be the
Happy person a less I am with you
So tell me how I live with
Out you in my life

If you could tell me what you think about this poem it would mean alot. thank you