Wasn't Meant

I never meant to be so cruel
Knowing i hurt you breaks my heart
I was so in love with you
Looking back at that day seems nonexistent
Even after we broke up a part of me wanted so badly to go back into your arms but another part kept saying no You were the best thing that ever happened to me
I still don't know if it was a mistake letting you go
Its been the longest time since we've been apart
Can ya believe I'm still all confused inside
I cant help but think how things would be if we never part
I try so hard to hate you but i could never hate you
You were my first love
The only real kinda love I've ever felt
I never really thought we'd split
I honestly at that time wanted to spend the rest of my life with you Things always seemed so right with us But really it wasn't meant for there to be an us.
Dedicated To Jamie!!