So cold
she's always so cold
yet would kill to be numb
and not feel
love
pain
emptiness
she would give anything
to become immuned to feelings
life is just a cruel game
where you always lose
in the end there's always pain
she's constantly told lies and used
what's her reason to live
does she have one
shy would she
treated like crap and
in constant pain
she's always so cold
there's no point to live
no one would miss her
no one would care
they would forget her
she's so good at pretending every things alright
even when she's so desperate for help
always in black
it comforts her
but no one else get it or understands it
she doesn't expect them too
no one will ever understand
she's so alone and lost
in such a big careless world
he's not making it easy for her either
only making her hurt more
she's always so cold
will that ever change
will she ever be noticed
will she ever be loved
doubtful
loneliness and emptiness
are two inevitable factors that
will always be in her life
she doesn't want to feel
doesn't want to live
she just needs something to numb the pain
cause she's cold
always so cold
