The pain of love

How could you leave me again
so broken and so hurt
so stupid to think you were honest
when you were treating me like dirt

i can't believe i trusted you
that you really meant what you said
you just led me on like last time
i would be better off dead

i don't get why you changed
whatever did i do wrong
to cause you to act this way
or were you like this all along

and i was just too blind
to notice or to see
that again you'd break my heart
that you were just using me

yet i do not know why
since I'm so ugly and so fat
you used to treat me great
now you treat me like a floor mat

i don't know who you are
you've changed so much to me
this cant be happening again
you had the only key

the key to my repaired heart
though now no longer is it whole
it's smashed into a million pieces
laying lifeless in a black bowl

I'm hurting oh so bad
and it's all because of you
I'm so empty and so cold
how could you do this after all I've been through

I'm not good enough to be loved
I'm just a worthless mistake
i hate you for being so shallow
and for being so totally fake

you just wasted all my time
didn't mean a word that you said
i hope you're happy with yourself
when you find out i am dead