I feel so alone

My happy days have gone away.
i feel so alone every single day.
when my life doesn't have any sunshine.
then it just rains all the time.
why must it have to be like this?
i want to be happy if u insist.
my reflection in the mirror is crying.
filling the sink up, flooding not draining.
so many times I've tried to wipe my tears.
but i cant because I'm held back by fear.
no tengo nade, except all this pain.
estay tan solo, and i cant stand the rain.
if i had wings I'd spread them out.
if i could fly I'd never be down.
why do i feel so alone?
someone tell me, i want to know.
but u cant cause theres no answer...