*I Play a Part*

My tears are dropping
My heart is ripping
This life is ending
The blood slowly dripping

I’m stuck inside
So many walls
Can’t find my way
Same tear drop falls

No need to live
I’m done with life
The only friends here
Is the knife

I miss your touch
Still want your kiss
But it’s a dream
Life’s what it is

We make mistakes
But this one kills
The life I’m in
The way it feels

I need to get
I need some way
Don’t want to live
Like this each day

So if I’d die
I’d find the end
I wouldn’t need you
As my friend

Because each day
I look and smile
The want for you
Has hurt a while

It’s hard to resist
As being just friends
Since we were together
When we used to hold hands

Now I’m sitting here
Still slowly crying
And I want you so badly
But I’m bleeding and dying

Being friends isn’t what
I want us to be
But this isn’t my story
It is not about me

It’s for you and I both
For the times we have shared
Please don’t miss-understand
I still care and have cared

For the moments we loved
And the memories lasted
For our time of together
When my life quickly passed it

Like a pure written script
Full of words with no meaning
I’m just playing a part
Not supposed to be feeling

But you made me this way
Made me feel what is real
There is no way left here
I will just have to heal

I don’t want us apart
It is killing me slowly
But I am a figment
Who’s made to be lonely