*I'm Pushed Away*

I like him but I feel like
He is pushing me away
I’m stuck between the moments
I wish that we would stay

My patience is slowly decreasing
And I’m getting too tired to wait
Don’t need to have this in mind
It seems like it’s getting too late

I want to forget all this sooner
Confusion is taking too long
I want him to hold me forever
But the feeling will never stay strong

My hearts wants me to stay here
Yet my mind is telling me “go”
My confusion needs to clear faster
Right now there is nothing I know

Seems hard to wait while knowing
That he loves me and wants me too
My heart is getting too tired
I can’t seem to find what to do

I want to feel like I’m wanted
Like he means the words he completes
I want him to pull me up closer
But my heart with my mind competes

I’m slowly letting emotions
Just slip away from my heart
I’m walking away little farther
Soon I’ll be back at the start