Maybe

Will someone just kill me,
Just put me out of my misery.
I don't want to be here no more,
I'm sitting here writing this as my tears pour.
There's a puddle at my feet,
Lately I have had no successes only defeats.
Everyone keeps telling me to keep my head up,
But all these tears I can't stop.
Maybe it's because my boyfriend got shot,
The people who killed him didn't get caught.
Maybe it's because my second Mom Tammy died,
I cried and cried.
Maybe it's because my dad isn't here,
Maybe that's why I'm shedding all these tears,
I've held in all my pain for many years.
I just cant take this,
Maybe I'll be another teenage statistic.
Another lazy teen,
Who sits around and does nothing.
To me my life don't seem fair,
I've lost all the people around me who cared.
Maybe one day things will change,
But for now they will stay the same...

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