Praying To Die...

by Kailynn Makenna   Mar 10, 2005


Each day there's a new struggle
A new battle I must win
And each day it gets harder
To hide the pain within

How do you say you’re fine
When you know its just a lie
How do you force a smile
When inside you pray to die

I don't know why I bother
To try and fix this life
When even in the end
It will just consist of strife

I hope that one day soon
I get the courage to end my life
Then I would no longer have to deal
With all the pressures of the knife

It’s just that I'm so mad
And yet so very sad
That everything I do
Is always considered bad

So for now ill keep on hoping
And praying each night to die
Because I'm so sick and tired
Of all the tears I’ve cried....

...ahh i wrote this when i was upset..
so i know its not very good...
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  • 19 years ago

    by Georgi

    tht brought tears to my eyes i loved it xxxxxxx

  • 19 years ago

    by vanna

    omg i love this so much. you are very talented!

  • 19 years ago

    by gasping for air

    its awesome... i cant even imagine what your writing's like when you're trying.... great job, and thanks for reading my latest ones... i love your form, and your description, these are two things not everyone can master, but i think you have in this poem, keep it up!

  • 19 years ago

    by unprotected lover

    awww hun, you made me cry!!!
    Im feeling you, i really am
    i love your poems they're so filled with emotion and you connect to your reader, yet still telling about your life, great way to go
    you always have me

  • 19 years ago

    by Jess

    Katherine, i dont know WHAT your talking about because your poem was AMAZING! NONE OF YOUR POEMS ARE BAD! NONE OF YOUR POEMS EVEN COME CLOSE TO BEING BAD! so get that outta your head my love.. it was a GREAT poem!! and I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!!

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