I came early,
Just to see you,
But you threw rocks at me,
And I didn't know what to do,
You climbed up a tree,
And spit in my hair,
You looked at me,
And to you I stared.
I was pissed,
But you didn't care.
You were missed,
And gave me a scare.
For some reason,
You're always mad.
I have no idea why,
But I feel really bad.
You're mad at me,
And I'm mad at you,
I cut myself,
And you did, too.
I need to cut,
No matter what,
It eased my pain,
And I'd do it again.
**this is dedicated to my ex-boyfriend ... Bradley... he really hurt n i cried for him ... that's how i started writing these poems. he broke my heart worse than he ever thought. i hope he sees this someday. cuz my luv for him was unreal and magical ... he was special but i guess I wasn't special enough for him.**
