Suicide

Phone's ringing,
Friends not home,
Bad friends betraying you,
Boys playing you,
Knives on the counter,
Waiting to be held,
Up to the soft,
Human flesh.
With one slit I bellow,
Scream and cry,
God; please help me,
Save me,
Blurriness,
Heavy breathing,
Alone.

I see darkness,
where's the sound?
White all around me.
Memories lost.
FLASH OF LIGHT,
Boom!
I awake from the coma,
In a padded room.
Cords and wires all around,
IV's in my neck, knees, and legs,
confusion.
My parents walk in slow,
I'm told silently I almost died.
If it wasn't for my guy I wouldn't have done it at all.
But I did,
Now time for him to pay.