Looking at this bloody scar I wish I wasn't here
Thinking of the pain I caused, I wish no one was near
For then no one could hurt me, & I could hurt no one
& being all alone would be just part of daily fun
But everyone must be around, each part of every day
& to be alone, IMPOSSIBLE, they just won’t go away
They stand by & they mock me & they act as they see fit
But they don’t see the pain they cause, the sore spots that they hit
& I think, & I know, that no one really cares
I see it in their empty actions & in their empty stares
Their thoughtlessness, their pity, & their evil heartstrings show
How much they truly get to me… I pray they’ll never know
I wish that I could get away from them at least sometime
It’s like I’m locked in jail with them; like I did a crime
They look at me & tell me that everything’s my fault
Throw away the key when you lock me in the vault
I can’t take this anymore & please don’t ask me to
I don’t know what to say to you; I don’t know what to do
I listen to the words you say & they make me want to cry
Forgiveness is a virtue… I don’t deserve it… but would you try?
I’m at a loss for words as there is nothing left to say
I’m so tired of this game that we feel we need to play
You say it & you mean it & I know I’ve done you wrong
But through all my pain & failures, believe that I’ll stay strong
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