Suicide

I cried all night
I lost my wings
No longer does my
birdie sing

I hit the floor
put my head in my hands
Hoped for someone
to understand

I begged for mercy
talked to God
Please give me back
what I had lost

My life, my mom
it's all gone
I know I can't
survive this long

Suicide letter
left on my bed
A shotgun bullet
through her head

"My last words
for all to hear
I'm sorry love,
father dear

Take my things
and throw them out
So that you can
just forget about

The years of pain
and so much strife
so you can start
a brand new life

Will I go to heaven?
I don't know
But it feels so
good to just let go

I'll miss my cat
and burger king
but now my little
birdie can finally sing

Love you all,
so goodbye
Please daddy
don't you cry

It's not your fault
I loved you the most
So just smile
and propose a toast

to my memory
to my final goodbye
at least where I am
I will no longer cry.

Amen.."