Happy Wasn't Me

(the first part is the beggining to a rap i was writting then gave up)

Throw me down
Unto the ground
In that puddle
I shall drown

Kick me beat me
Do as you please
Like you've said
I am your tease

You've taken me from grace
I'm only a distaste
A clear disgrace
A nobody, with no face

I'm worthless
I'm just a waste
"Oh your nothing to me" or
"Your such a disgrace"

Those words said to me
Filled with hatred and contempt
Those words and looks
Are the reasons i wept

As you've said before
I'm nothing to you
But i hope you know
Your nothing to me too

As life changes
So do i
on this bright winter day
I plan to die

Openly broken
Yet your unaware of that
Right there by that window
Is where i sat

You never had any clue
That i was going to die
You thought i was happy!!
Oh what a lie!

Maybe you couldn't see
Or maybe you didn't want to see
But anyways.....
Happy just wasn't me

--Dayna Ariann--
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