Life, Death, Neutrality

Things keep bringing me down.
Things keep causing a frown.
Things in my life,
Don't want to go right.
All in the same week I had over 30 bad things.
All these things happened within 7 days.

After that week of hell.
People tell me good things will come.
I await them with my head up high.
I await them with a frown.
I lost my smile when I lost you.
I lost my joy but I still love you.
I lost my happyness because I lost you.
I lost so much more than I ever knew.

My love for you is greater than you knew.
My love for you will never fail.
When we started goin out, Your favorite word phrase was "You fail"
Your attitude changed when we made the choice.
We made our choice to play.
On that very special christmas day.
On that very night indeed.
We made a choice to speak our voice.
We made a choice to "play".
I remember that night like it was yesterday.
I remember that night oh to well.
I took it slow as to not hurt you.
I took it slow cause I care for you.
When we combined,
When we made up our minds,
When we "play"ed that night, I though only for you.
Many nights after when you were sore.
many days later we played even more.
Many days later,
Many play times later,
I thought you still cared.
But I guess I was wrong.

My life I lived for you
My death will not be caused by you.
My neutrality was caused by you.
All because I thought you knew
I thought you knew I really care for you
I thought you knew my love for you
I thought you knew how I feel for you.

You say you don't love me
You say you don't care
but yet you still let me come to get you
You say you don't love me.
You say you don't care.
You told me last night you wanted to do something to hurt me.
You know I've helped you
You know your better
You don't want to go back
But you want to escape
My words may mean nothing
but I couldn't care
This is for me to share
So right now....
I DON'T CARE-NEUTRALITY

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