It's Tempting

It haunts my thoughts
The feeling of being caught
I feel so distraught
I think about it a lot
whether i should or i should not
The Bottles the Needles the Knife
We all thing about in our Life
Is it going to affect my Dad or his new wife
I don't care....it's all in my head
Would they really care if i was dead
I hope they would...and wish they understand
That this doesn't show me weak, but makes me a man
But I'm not going to go through with it
I'll just continue as a social misfit
What people call a nit wit
I call it being real
And showing how i feel
And not making a deal
When the Devil offers me happiness
I laugh at this
Because he only offer me pain
But in this world thats what i gain
I already feel this, when i look around
Number one teen pregnancy in Tulare County, thats my town
There is more the one city of sin
I'm not even sure where to begin
Everyone does it, so why cant I
I think I'm just fine when i cry
I'll stick to that, because its easier to do
When this choice is yours, what will become of you