Away

Holding back the tears
My dark and mourning eyes
Blocking out my fears
Because they are all lies

Their gone, all gone
And I'm alone
I guess I was wrong
They've left me on my own

I bring myself to pain
The only thing I feel
I hardly remain sane
I question If it's real

What have I done?
My dear, sweetest friend
I can't have any fun
... In the end

I cannot take it all
Pain, dieing, and hate
Sickness makes us fall
To our silent fate

I'll give it all away
Everything I have
And I'll return someday
I'll wash away the bad

Such a gorgouse mind
Full of such disease
A heart so loving, kind
With pain it cannot ease

I cannot face the truth
I won't accept what's real
Until I lose my youth
I do not want to feel

I'll throw it all away
Along with my disease
It will return someday
And never will it ease

My colorful, bright mind
Invaded and I'm ill
It's all that I can find
And there I lay so still

What have I done?
Why did they go away?
It isn't any fun
Why won't night turn to day?

I'll give it all away!
I'll let you have it all!
Just see how much it weighs!
Don't let it make you fall

You'll wear my filthy crown
Sit on my throne of lies
It will bring you down
And it will make you cry

I don't want it anymore
It isn't all that great
To keep it is a chore
That smothers you in hate

So take it all away
I'll throw it all away
It all goes away
I'll give it all away

My pretty mind is gone
My bad disease is gone
All my wealth is gone
Everything is gone

I chased it all away!!
Now all of it's gone!!
I threw it all away!!
My torment is all gone!!

But now you feel my pain
You took it all away
Now you will go insane
I'll take it back someday...