Mom this is to you

Mom today is your 40th birthday
and you are finally over the hill
I used to promise you that you would make it through.
I used to promise you a party like no other I used to promise a party for only that one special mother. But now the days go by and the leaves all change and I can not celebrate your 40th birthday. Me with you can never be you will never blow out the candles you see. I know that you are still with me and I know that you still care but I can't help to keep on thinking that you are not here. See for today is the day of you BIG BIRTHDAY and instead I have to kneel right by your grave.

Happy B-Day Mom I really miss you a lot.