This time i'm serious

This time I'm serious
I'm going to kill myself
this time I'm serious
I'm not going to write anymore poems

this time I'm serious
I'm going to be gone
this time I'm serious
i told you i don't belong

this time I'm serious
no one understands
this time I'm serious
my life's going to end

this time I'm serious
I'm done trying to explain
this time I'm serious
I'm just in so much pain

this time I'm serious
I'm so fed up
this time I'm serious
I'm just giving up

this time I'm serious
serious indeed
this time I'm serious
I'm going to set myself free

this time I'm serious
no more quotes or poems
this time I'm serious
I'm no longer important

this time I'm serious
i want to end my life
this time I'm serious
i just want to die

*i tried.........*