Sweating waking up in terrible fear
i look at myself my face full of tears
this couldnt have happened to myself
why didnt i try to yell for help
i ran past all these scary places
staring at me unfamiliar faces
but i run to my house my feet muddy
i dont know what happened my hands are bloody
i look down and i start to hurt
seeing my legs covered in watery dirt
my knees are becoming weak
i look at my mom i cant speak
she stares as i fall on the floor
she doesnt say anything just stares more
my sister runs to the door starts to scream
tears immediatley start to stream
my eyes wide open my pajamas red
my brother heard and jumped out of bed
he came next to me and cried for so long
my sister thought about that song
"amazing grace how sweet the sound"
soon i'll be decaying under the ground
they call the cops and wonder how
why did she come in the door now?
the cops wonder while everyone cried
why would a girl so young commit suicide?
i didnt i yelled staring at my body there
they couldnt hear me they must not care
i didnt kill myself i know
their just standing there crouching low
i stare at myself and want to cry
why would i want to die?
