I have no feeling for this life i did not choose, I don't understand why i could not have better, but the cards were dealt and i didn't get dealt the best hand.
My step-father i swear is out to make my life a living hell, everything he does is tearing at my soul, making me weaker than i could be.
I spend days and days in my room trying to figure out why i have to go through this s*** that was given to me by someone i don't know.
The person who gave me this must have not known what i could be, i guess i should deal with life i was given and try not to give up on the goal i set for me.
