Confused

I hate my life,
I want to die.
All I can't do,
Is figure out why?
I want to be happy,
And just chill with my friends.
But I can't help but think,
When this shits gunna end.
The funny thing is,
I want people too see.
When something is wrong,
Don't ask, just let me be.
I'm constantly upset,
For no reason at all.
But when this life ends,
Just know it was my call.

~This poem was written by my bestfriend Jennifer...please rate and comment...thanks~