The End Of My Dreadful Life

My voice is lowering as I scream
I must be in an awful dream
I don’t know where I am
Im screaming “Let Me Out”
I can feel the pain thrusting in my mind
What was my bloody crime
Did I lower the blade down to my wrist
And cut just like this

…All I hear is silence now
I can feel the blood dripping slowly down my arm
When will anybody see
I was the one who did this to me
It is my entire fault
I torture my own self
Cause I can’t stand this dreadful house

The pain hides deep within
Only one knows where to begin
She knows everything there is to know
Still she don’t see how bad I hurt
Cause I turn away
And won’t show the pain within
Because it is my greatest sin

I have to take this dream one-on-one
Cause everyone does not know
The pain that this dream conceals
Is to real for me to reveal
It holds a dark secret
The one I have never told
Low and behold…
Here I am fighting once more to hang on to this life
Still I don’t know why…slowly I cut myself with this crimson knife
And this shall be declared the end of my dreadful life.