Please Please

I'm begging you I need your help
I don't know where to turn
This is at the person who
By winning the race did earn
So much more happiness and love
I love to see her smile
I don't know if she knows how she
Can make me forget for a while
I cannot stop myself I am
Really pretty mad
I feel like I am lost in these
Feelings always sad
I wanted just a ray of hope
I didn't want to cry
But everything just got to much
And now I long to die