My so-called dad...

This is just too much
i can't take it anymore
always cursing at me
and calling me a hore
you think it's funny
to make me cry
you just sit back and laugh
let me ask u "why?"
is it because you like to cause me pain
is it another twisted pleasure of yours?
do u enjoy making me hurt
you like seeing the sores?
i can't live with u longer
i want to get out
when i kill myself in your bed
you'll know what it's about
I'm really sick of this
i want out of this life
instead of using your fists
just bring out the knife
i want to end it
once and for all
just get it over with
just let me fall
you won't do it?
then give it to me
I'm not afraid of dying
you wanna see?
you've had so many plans for my death
never thought it'd be like this?
that's OK; I'll still be dead
and me, you'll never miss
you've never talked to me
tried to feel what i feel
we've eaten in silence
through every single meal
I've never had a hug from you
which hurts even more
most of my friends are daddy's Lil girl
not daddy's Lil hore
but don't worry
I'll soon be gone
you'll soon be the sorry one
who always went wrong
you can't blame me anymore
I'm running away
to get away from the pain
that you cause me every day
i hate you so much
with all of my heart
and I've hated you
since the very start!

This is about my dad, obviously.. i wrote it in like 5 min, so it's not that great... rate and comment if u want though