Truth

Truth came like a shock
But didn’t strike me the way I thought
Mixed emotions inside my head
Anger, relief, hate and love
But in the end I found the answer I sought

Don’t know what I feel
Painfully dying for the one I love
Weirdness and indifference is all I got
I know you know we have to talk
When I lost the battle before is was fought

Some things that we shouldn’t have done
Hunting my dreams and hurting me so
I wish I knew what you feel
I wish I knew what I feel
The only thing that I know for sure
Is that my love for you might forever endure.

It was a dark night when I lost you
Can only blame myself
Because I never really tried
To take you to my side when I still had a chance
I know now what I want
Make it up to you; I won’t waste my last chance

To keep you by my side, to stay by your side
To regain what I never should have lost
Your friendship is now, the only thing that I’m going for