Love lost

Once felt love like no other
once knew there were no others
now life is hazy and love is lost
although i miss him like there were no one else that treated me like he did
i cant be with him
i hate hurting him
i hate hearing him cry
i hate myself for hurting him
but i cant work thought feelings i don't have
i do love him
just not the way he wants me to
I'm sorry
he cant understand
don't expect him to
I'm sorry