I'm sorry

I’m sorry if I hurt you
In some way I don’t know
I’m sorry that you hurt
More than you know
I’m sorry for anything that I ever did wrong
I’m sorry for the way you went about things
I’m sorry that you won’t let me help you
I’m sorry your friends hate me now
I’m sorry for more than I can say
I’m sorry more and more each day
I feel as though something I could have done
I feel as though there is something I should have said
I feel as though had you told me sooner
I feel as though had you let me know sooner
That we could have avoided the pain we are in now
I know you still love me
More than the way you tell me
You keep telling yourself that
Try to brainwash your self
I know it won’t work
I know it can’t work
I know our love is to strong
I know you pine for something else
I know you want something new
I know that
But I also know I still love you
I always will
But I’m sorry
If you want nothing more to do with me that’s ok
I will deal with it in this way
I will write you 10 poems a day
10 more than I have ever written in my life
I will write so many that people will be tired of me
I will write so many I could make a book
I will hold these poems here for you
I will hold them in my e-mails for you.
The e-mails that you never got
The e-mails you never will get
The e-mails that are on my computer
The files that I saved them under
The love I hold for you will never die
I will share my love for you in this way
The only way I really know how
I can't go on knowing
Knowing that you do not love me
Knowing that you are growin away from me
It's times like these that I wish love was a game
It's times like these that I wish I could stop my heart.
It's times like these you learn to love again.

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