Not now , Not ever ...

I was fooled by your honest looks
Thinking there was still good left
All you turned out to be was a brainless mass
Brought to this world with no destination or goal
Set me apart from the rest
Told me I was something else
But all you wanted was to play my mind
And fool me with your innocent smile
How could I fall for this a person with no dignity in himself?
Am I this easy to give up, am I this dispensable for u

Told me I didn’t care, well did you ever notice the care I gave you?
Did you ever question the faith I placed in you
Did you ever notice the suffering within me every time I saw your sorrow?
How did I ever get into this mess?
How did fall for you

No living soul knows how much I loved you
No living mass could bare my love towards you
Directed flawlessly I thought
But apparently I was mistaken

A gift you might be
The beauty you are

But is beauty all you have to offer
Is looks all that matters

Not to me
Never to me