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by Seronum Mar 13, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
As i peer into the abyss, I see my self as something dead. A mutilated body with blood splattered from my insides. These thoughts are eating me away while i live out each day. My mind is a cryptorial burial ground surrounded by roots of torment. They swell up around me in all directions as i try to find my way out. Can you see the blackness developing inside? Can you see I'm running out of places to hide? I am searching for eternal thought where I'm able to see again. I'm searching for the light where I can be again. My conscious is filled with unethical background tearing its way on a path to live. As i Peer into the Abyss of dark lost sorrow, I wait the finish so i begin tomorrow. Time is gone now and there is nothing left. Nothing to gain but another big breath. A bellowing pressure inside is burning a hole of insanity. The asylum is grinning at me with a smile of vanity. Strapped in a jacket of belts, I'm screaming with silence of help. I try to speak my words so clear. But nothing comes out except the silence and fear. Into the abyss I stare once again. Finally finding the exit sign, I escape to the end. I have found the light which kills all the pain. And the Abyss of darkness fades away.