Depression's Crush

OH god. Oh God.
If i hadn't read these comments, I would've forgotten old situations and people that used to really mean a lot to me.
God. That was great.
What a great experience. What a great DAY in general.

I'm so lost in reading these, I keep forgetting who i am to this day and the practically nonexistant role I play in your life now. But God. I've never felt so...behind. So IN THE PAST as I am now.

I'm totally detached and completely in love all over. Its great, lol.

I'm back!! hehe-*hug* Are you still there?

Babe, you don't need to worry about me. I'm fine, really. A few marks are on me, but I'm fine!!! The day is almost over and I'll still be me, so I'm dealing. I lied to my friends and told them I wasn't going to cut, and my HORRIBLE boyfriend found that thing i used to cut with, and he took it. I think he's going to break up with me soon, but if its because of that, he wasn't worth it really anyways....lots of love Zac!!! Take Care!

~Sierra

AWwwWwwwWW, Nick wrote me a poem!!!! Its Called Visible!!!! Its soo sweeeeeeet!!! lol!! I love that kid!!!! It made me cry, I've never had a poem written specifically made for me!! I'm so happy now!!! Ahh!! Please read it!! Just click on his sn in the comment section of my poem-For You!! love you lots hun!!

Take Care, WRITE BACK SOON!!

~Sierra

School, more drama, sucky boyfriend who doesn't know anything, crying, parents, it all differs. Owie though it hurts. Sorry we haven't been able to talk. I got on yesterday trying to see if you were going to get on, in fact I stayed on all day, but you never showed up I don't think.

~Sierra