Unwritten Trust

Sometimes I feel like I need to burn out
Sometimes I feel like I can’t get away
I feel so lonely
I feel so lost

The feelings I get are the ones I have
I can’t explain them
I can’t change them
I wish I new how, I wish I could

I don’t speak a word
I hide it inside me
I can’t feel a thing
It builds up and drops me down

I feel the burning
I feel the pain
I have the symptoms
I lost my earnings

I cry alone, why not die
I speak to birds
And they say to cry
They tell me words
And say not to be shy

I try so hard
I try to open up to them
But it doesn’t come out
I say I’m just swell

The only one I trust enough
The only one I love
The only one to care
Is the one I cry out to

I tell you everything
I speak my words
I say I’m depressed
I say I want to burn out

When the time comes
The moment will suffer
I will burn in hell
I will feel just swell