Am I?

Am I supposed to wake up every morning hating that I dreamed of you? Am I supposed to hate my thoughts? For my thoughts contain only you. Am I really supposed to hate look at you? For me looking at you makes u seem perfect, even though you're not. Am I supposed to hate talking to you? For I know that when we talk we speak only as friends? Am really I supposed to hate you like I do? I know you hurt me, not just once but twice. You lied, you made me believe. It was just a big mistake. Am I supposed to hate you? Or am I supposed to keep loving you like I do?

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