I tried the thing of being happy,
but it all didn't work to well,
i tried to keep my mind of life,
but nothing helped,
i am still siting here sad and lonely,
i don't want to sit and complain,
but yet all i have to do is write it down on here,
so i will just go back to siting in my dark cold room,
wondering if life will ever get better,
or am i going to just be this way forever,
i know this is my fault because of my choices in the past,
but its OK they were my choices,
so i will go back now,
now to siting and thinking,
of only being sad and lonely.
