These wounds are deep and the screams still pound through my veins
The blood still fresh These tears still dry from my pains
Faith is still buried in the black that has taken over my heart
That has torn my soul to pieces To leave nothing but scars as the darkness tore me apart
That pressure of being alone still has the feeling Not yet has it faded
And the feeling of myself being the enemy The feeling everyone and myself hated
Yes this memory of my sanity lost will always scar me deep In my heart body and soul
But it's time i forgive Though i cannot forget I'm done Sick of paying this tole
Maybe it will be hard to breathe again To feel
But i wont give in to tears of crimson I will stand strong I will heal
Others may not care or think my courage to move on is foolish But at least i wont be drowning in a fire of despair
So what if no one will lend me hand I can make it on my own So dont pity me I don't expect one to care
