I said I’m sorry
But I don’t know if it’s enough
Or maybe it’s too much
Why do I have to be so desperate?
Why do I have to do everything wrong?
I cannot have you
You will never be mine
But my heart will not understand
Constantly fighting to hold on to you
Trying to make you stay, not run
Feels like my chest is going to explode
And I try to scream
But no sound comes out
I try to cry
But no tears come out
I cannot make the pain go away
I cannot get it out of my body
This agonizing pain
Shaking through my body
The only way I can get it out
Is to pick up my knife
Cut so the pain can seed out
But everybody tells me not to
So did you
But you cannot just leave me
With this ache inside
I said I’m sorry
But I don’t know if it’s enough
Or maybe it’s too much
