Every moment is when I know it
Been awake and had nothing to eat
Feeling the outcome of no sleep
I’m weak, and feeling the effects of this disease
That’s eating me
It’s an incurable painful mess
And I contracted it all of a sudden when
You just up and left
I can’t believe my best friend just left me
I’m starting to feel the effects
You’re on my mind
From the moment I awake
Till the dreams of you I always seem to make
All I do in the days your gone is reflect
On You and me and us
I’m really feeling the effects
I’ve made mistakes just like you
But I guess mine were too much for you
I’m sorry for everything I’ve said
Sorry for the things that went unsaid
I pray everyday you will come home
The nights I cry
Cause I realize
I’m the one who’s created the tears
That steadily fall from your eyes
I feel the effects
Of this disease that’s eating at me
